so i can hardly understand why i hate it... so much....i can't stop it... what can i do? i like so much so many things... and one of them - languages! foreign languages))) i like to study it! i like to speak it! now i study German, French, Hindu, vosstanavlivayu Spanish... 
but English... it makes me unhappy, it makes me sad... and i begin hate it! so much! i can't understand when they call English the global language... i don't agree with them! i hate all of them) with their Eng... i think they are wrong! and it's not true! the global language of XXI-st century is )))) SPANISH! o kak! or perhaps chinese... and hindu)) cause it's these languages that most people in the world speak))) (if it possible to count)...
so! i'd like to stop learning the Eng... really.... but on other side i'm tired to fight with the system! and the ideology! how can i explain my Eng-teacher that i don't  want it anymore! i don't want to know Eng.. and i don't care if it's important to know Eng or be the first in everywhere) or in everything! 
perhaps it's difficult to understand me.... but i don't need it... i hope i made the right choice)
kiss...